Dvespoira: Archive

Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

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FFUUUUUUCKKKK MANNNN. I thought writing my college essay was going to be exciting. But now that I’ve finished them, I don’t know if I particularly love it. It feels unnatural and I am hopelessly uninspired. I need a muse, a savior to this state of utter bemusement; I need something that will help bring out the kind of skillful writer and intriguing person that is me. Why oh why must...

Dec 28th

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Dec 27th

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I need my Chi balanced.

Dec 27th

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Damnit. I hate when I’m feeling so out of my mind that I waste my whole day. It makes me feel even more insane just realizing how I throw away the days. Why doesn’t my mind function when I want it to?

Dec 27th

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Dec 27th

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There you go again, leaving me in the dark. But then again, did you ever bring me into the light? Or rather was it just a different shade of shadows ?

Dec 27th

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We are all procrastinating ignoramuses.

Don’t you hate when you start listing wonderful things to do when you get the free time and you get all anxious and happy, But then you realize you have to first finish the task at hand, which you should be doing instead of the listing, but you do it anyways because it makes you happier than doing the shit you should be doing.

Dec 26th

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Dec 26th

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I confess I like the taste of blood and raw meat. Lightheartedly, my friend says I’m a potential cannibal. But I’m just a girl who has a taste for very fresh food.

Dec 26th

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I could always close my eyes and feel how it is to be dead. It is the feeling of absolute nothingness.

Dec 26th

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Dec 26th

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Dec 26th

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Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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I was bred by inappropriate parents

They rate hot girls that pass by. And say they’d do a threesome with old decrepid women they see on the streets. What is this madness.

Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

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I just feel like walking without a thought. Going anywhere, feeling numb, feeling good, and then feeling numb again. So you don’t anticipate the crash of things after something good happens.

Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

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Pinnacle in a shady basement and hearing my best friend puking. An adventure of disgusting shit.

Dec 23rd

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Dec 22nd

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Having one of those nights where all I want is a room of silent solitude for my aimless thoughts that desire to wander for hours.

Dec 22nd

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Even intoxication doesn’t provide a means to put you to rest. You’re still living inside of me. And I feel so fucked up to not let it all go; Like having a necrophilian fetish, I continue on.

Dec 22nd

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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Anonymous asked: r u a virgin?

Dec 20th

I’m so fucking sorry that I get upset and stressed too.

Dec 20th

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So I spent like $200 in Christmas gifts, including a Michael Kors wallet for my mother. She better love me and forgive me already. Damn, I’d hate be a pimp. A woman’s forgiveness is fucking expensive.

Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Take me as you will - I have nothing to hide.

1.Sexuality -Straight, yet bi-curious 2.Insecurities -None in particular, but I am insecure as everyone is at times 3.Best memory -A service trip to South Dakota, playing with Lakota children. -Getting my tragus pierced with my beloved Canadian cousins -And hopefully my whole life, at the end of it. 4.Worst memory -Seeing myself with nothing but despair, loneliness, and affliction - with all of...

Dec 19th

“Go with the flow of things, and you will find yourself at one with the...”

– Chuang Tzu (via katiekashmir)

Dec 18th

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